Woke up this morning and really feeling the "stretching" of my faith to go even further with God.
There are so many new things going on in the church and I'm a WorldChanger and Marketplace Christianity and they all require more faith than I have ever had!
A huge transition in Horizon is continuing and I need faith to allow God to keep changing things and restoring things. It is so tempting in the flesh to go "stop" I want to get off! But I know I cannot say "stop" as this journey is just SO EXCITING! I just cannot go back to the old.
Then my "I'm a WorldChanger" initiatives are starting to gain some traction. Jonathan and Nick's project to make a feature film showing the Fathers heart has just taken off in terms of "possibilities" and is requiring some serious input. Jonathan's off to Singapore next month to explore some new open doors there. And the talent being looked at for the actors is outstanding!
And my Dreaming with Purpose conference is now being promoted. Still pulling together promotional material for the churches we are partnering with but already have a good commitment from Horizon people.
All of this excites me! All of this scares me!
I don't have the faith or skills to get any of this done BUT GOD is saying keep on track and trust Him.
The further I go on this Kingdom journey the more my faith is tested. I'm closer to God and yet need to be even closer. That is the KEY!
Even if I tried to work 24 hours a day and received help from the best people I just cannot do this.
And so I find myself trying to do the one thing I can do - spend more time with God and seek Him. It is so hard to let go the doing to enjoy the Being with God but there is no other way.
It is perhaps the biggest mindset change required through this Kingdom journey. That to make progress we need to spend more time with God and less working for Him. My business mind doesn't like this. My "action" mentality doesn't like it. But it is Gods way.
Unless my faith grows I will never take the risks to see the impossible happen! I will always stay in the boat and achieve the "possible" if I don't know the power and person of who is calling me to step out.
Walking on water comes by faith in the one that calls us. God is calling me closer to Him so that through my relationship with Him my faith will increase.
I would love to see all the exciting things I'm involved in succeed. But more importantly I would love to know my Father in heaven more closely. From that relationship and intimacy anything is possible!
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